Listen.

 Is it so bad that I want to jump off of a tall building?
Not as a suicide attempt.
I just want to have a moment of no control.
A moment of feeling weightless.
Just falling with a big smile on my face.
Having fun before it all ends.
My hair all about me, my clothes flapping, me screaming like I'm on a roller coaster.
I'm not concerned about meeting the ground.
It's all about the NOW.
And that's how I'm going to live my life.
In the NOW.
I'm going to live my life like I just jumped off a building.
No control. Just taking every moment to smile and scream out in joy!
I won't be concerned about death.
Just about falling and enjoying it.